feeling weird..

stirring inside of me,
what is this feeling,
cause i can't seem to interpret it,
all I can do is feel it,
I can't reach it, I hate it,
when i feel like that,
its like false hope,
its like lust and not love,
its like drug without the dope,
yet again i feel weird.....

Was walking on AIR...

Went for a trip with friends from and class and subang.
We went to this place sky track(highly recomended for people with fear of heights to go =) )
well it was kinda fun and challenging, the obstacles were at least 4 storeys high in the air
well if you guys wanna know how it feels to fall from a high building here's your chance
well maybe half the feeling lol
there are safety ITEMS to keep you from falling
well it is tiring but worth the try
if you guys wanna go or anything leave a comment i'll give you the details
thats all for today cheers =O

how to define the word friend....

An insincere and evil friend is more to be feared than a wild beast; a wild beast may wound your body, but an evil friend will wound your mind.

Friendship... is not something you learn in school. But if you haven't learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven't learned anything.

Lots of people want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down.

This are just some qoutes. Whether its true or false you guys make the call. Think about the true meaning of friendship. Why is it needed? Are your friends true to you ? Ask yourself and find out the answer =)

the fear...

sleepless nights I encountered,
failing to shut my eyes,
no peaceful rest,
what is happening?
why cant I sleep?
what is this fear that is planted deep inside of me?
I feel like i have lost control of myself............
why, why,why,
i dont know why.....
looking up the sky,
smoking on my ciggarette hoping it will help to calm me down....
but yet the fear is still there,
it will never go away,
it will always be everywhere...............


(well this is a post where it sorta explain stress in today's society in a more scary and interesting way?lol.... well like it or not its like that FTW! ) =)

just a thought

make love not war,
wear a glove to make love,
you think its funny,
but when trouble comes its no longer funny,
but scary,
its not the end of the life,
so work hard and strife,
for i am really bored right now,
sitting alone feeling so low,
looking at my empty bowl,
nothing left to eat,
so will you save me?
or leave me be?
to rot in this distorted society where love and peace no longer exist.....

a decent song that tells how society is now =)

Small, simple, safe price.Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets.This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals.And I am not afraid to die;I'm not afraid to bleed and fuck and fight,I want the pain of payment.What's left, but a section of pygmy sized cuts.Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks.Would you be my little cut?Would you be my thousand fucks?And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid.To fill and spill over and under my thoughts.My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter.I'm cutting trying to picture your black, broken heart.Love is not like anything,Especially a fucking knife!

Look at me.You can tell,By the way I move and do my hair,Do you think that it's me?Or it's not me?I don't even care.I'm alive, i don't smellI'm the cleanest I have ever been.

I feel big, I feel tall, I feel dry.Dry.Just look at me, look at me now.I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake.Just look at me, look at me now.I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake.

Do I drink?Do I date?I've got perfect placements.all my ink Satisfied, in your eyes.I'm the biggest fan I've got right now.I made sure I looked how I wanted to look.The people around me,The people surround me.

I feel big, I feel tall, I feel dry.Dry.Just look at me, look at me now.I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake.Just look at me, look at me now.I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake.Just look at me now.I'm a fake, I'm a fake.

Just look at me now.I'm a fake, I'm a fake.

My stomach hurts now,And i'll tie it off in lace.I pray, beg for anything to hit me in the face.And this sickness isn't me.And I pray to fall from grace.The last thing I see is feeling.

And I'm telling you I'm a fake,I'm telling you I'm a fake.I'm telling you I'm a fake.I'm telling you I'm a fake.I'm telling you I'm...Just look at me, look at me now.

I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake.Just look at me, look at me now.I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake.Just look at me now.I'm a fake, I'm a fake.Just look at me now.

I'm a fake, I'm a fake.Fake!Fake!Fake!Genuine fake!!!

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